Saturday, October 18, 2014

Rat Race

This is ridiculous!

It just don't make sense!

And what am I ranting about? The society, culture,  perception and money.

I just started my first full time job a month ago and I am already not enjoying this. Not because I have bad colleagues and lots of work load... well at least not yet. But because I'm already starting to hate this lifestyle.

Firstly, I am not a morning person. Seriously.

It's been three years since I last woke up at 6:30 am after graduating from junior college. I guess I am in a better environment now since I get to wake up 45 mins later than usual but still.. not a morning person.

Secondly, my weekends are taken away from me. I have to work alternate Saturday full day. One day of rest in a week is insufficient and I can feel the strain on my body already.

Lastly but most importantly,

I DON'T WANT TO LIVE A LIFE TO LOOK FORWARD TO EVERY END OF THE MONTH

Why end of the month?

That's when the pay comes in. -.-

The pay isn't that .... ooh my, now I sound like an old women who had been in this word for infinity years and is whining like everybody owns me.

Well, it just doesn't make sense to me. Having gone through 18 years of education to earn a miserable pay!