New Year Worries?

Hey,

It's 4 days after the new year. I'm a bit queasy.
As you know this year I would be 21, I can't help but feel old. I know 6 years later I would be much older .. but well from someone who have not gotten used to being a 20-yr, it's a new experience.

I am kind of worried. I am worried about you ( 6 years later). Because right now, I can't help but feel depressed how life would be if I stayed single forever. Images of how lonely and how empty I would feel and would pitiful I would look keeps flashing in my mind. We know that somewhere deep down we wanted to have a family, but we both know that there is a reason why we don't want to commit.

So are you coping well with the pressures from the society? If not, I suggest a transfer in workplace a good solution. I know running is not the solution, but at least it will smooths your stress level and perhaps, help us to look past all these worries. Maybe even reach enlightenment?

I hope that unlike me, you may already have seen past all these and found your true goal in life, proudly working hard towards it.

I even more hope that you have accomplished more than I have for I believe in our capability.

Cheers
4/1/203
1:23pm